At only eight seconds, this is one of the shortest videos we’ve ever featured here, but it will dramatically change your perception of Natalie Portman as a slick, hot A-lister.

It’s from this weekend’s Golden Globes, where she won the Best Actress award for Black Swan, deservedly so. But what happens when all pretense is stripped away, and she’s caught in a very emotional moment? She reverts back to her core nerdy self that got her cast in the Star Wars movies, and lets out a giggle that doesn’t quite match up with her public persona. Watch it above again and again and again.